11:20? Feck...time to revise. The family is gone too. Hallelujah! The've gone to Ikea (I swear I mentioned that already). Regardless, my brother wnet with them, so I can watch a little telly without being told I'm a moose for watching NGE. Hn.
Saturday, November 30, 2002
I#ve been downloading music files with the handy Kazaa. #Too dirty to clean my act up...
11:20? Feck...time to revise. The family is gone too. Hallelujah! The've gone to Ikea (I swear I mentioned that already). Regardless, my brother wnet with them, so I can watch a little telly without being told I'm a moose for watching NGE. Hn.
11:20? Feck...time to revise. The family is gone too. Hallelujah! The've gone to Ikea (I swear I mentioned that already). Regardless, my brother wnet with them, so I can watch a little telly without being told I'm a moose for watching NGE. Hn.
Just checked out the price of getting a domain name. Never mind the host charges etc. It'll cost $60 for two years. Which means very little to me seeing as I am working in the pound. But I think that is about 40 pounds. Which is absolutely no problem. It isn't as if I d anything much with the 120 pounds I get per month, other than pay for my meals at school, which only costs me 50 a month.
Now it just depends on the hosting fees. If they are about $7 a month, that'll be 4.66 pounds per month for me. Per year, that would be 56 pounds per year. because I have signed up for two years, that would be 112 pounds. Plus the 40 pounds, that will be 152 pounds over 2 years. Over 2 years I get 1800 pounds. So effectively this would be a small fraction of the money I have (including the lunch money). 0.08 to 2 dp. That's about 2/25. I can live with that.
Now it just depends on the hosting fees. If they are about $7 a month, that'll be 4.66 pounds per month for me. Per year, that would be 56 pounds per year. because I have signed up for two years, that would be 112 pounds. Plus the 40 pounds, that will be 152 pounds over 2 years. Over 2 years I get 1800 pounds. So effectively this would be a small fraction of the money I have (including the lunch money). 0.08 to 2 dp. That's about 2/25. I can live with that.
The Real Folk Blues
Aishiteta to nageku ni wa
Amari ni mo toki wa sugi te shimatta
Mada kokoro no hokorobi o
Iyasenumama kaze ga fuiteru
It's too late to cry I love you.
The wind still blowing, my heart still aching
Hitotsu no me de asu o mite
Hitotsu no me de kinou mitsumeteru
Kimi no ai no yurikagode
Mo ichido yasurakani nemuretara
One side of my eyes see tomorrow,
And the other one see yesterday
I hope I could sleep in the cradle of your love, again
Kawaita hitomi de dareka na itekure
Cry for me, somebody, with dry eyes
*The real folk blues
Honto no kanashimi ga shiritaidake
Doro no kawa ni sukatta jinsei mo warukuwanai
Ichido kiri de owarunara
*The real folk blues
I just want to feel a real sorrow
It's not bad a life in the muddy river
If life is once
Kibou ni michita zetsuboto
Wanagashikakerareteru kono chansu
Nani ga yoku te warui no ka
Koin no omoi to kuramitaita
Hopeless hope, and the chance with traps
What is right, or wrong
It's like a both side of a coin
Dore dake ikireba iyasareru no darou
How long I must live till I release?
The real folk blues
Honto no yorokobi ga shiritai dake
Hikaru mono no subete ga ougen to wa kagiranai
The real folk blues
I just want to feel a real pleasure
All that glitters is not gold
* repeat
*repeat
Transliterated by Kourin
http://geocities.com/Tokyo/Garden/1344/
Translated by mana
God I love this song. It's great! #The Real Folk Blues...*dodges sharp objects*
Aishiteta to nageku ni wa
Amari ni mo toki wa sugi te shimatta
Mada kokoro no hokorobi o
Iyasenumama kaze ga fuiteru
It's too late to cry I love you.
The wind still blowing, my heart still aching
Hitotsu no me de asu o mite
Hitotsu no me de kinou mitsumeteru
Kimi no ai no yurikagode
Mo ichido yasurakani nemuretara
One side of my eyes see tomorrow,
And the other one see yesterday
I hope I could sleep in the cradle of your love, again
Kawaita hitomi de dareka na itekure
Cry for me, somebody, with dry eyes
*The real folk blues
Honto no kanashimi ga shiritaidake
Doro no kawa ni sukatta jinsei mo warukuwanai
Ichido kiri de owarunara
*The real folk blues
I just want to feel a real sorrow
It's not bad a life in the muddy river
If life is once
Kibou ni michita zetsuboto
Wanagashikakerareteru kono chansu
Nani ga yoku te warui no ka
Koin no omoi to kuramitaita
Hopeless hope, and the chance with traps
What is right, or wrong
It's like a both side of a coin
Dore dake ikireba iyasareru no darou
How long I must live till I release?
The real folk blues
Honto no yorokobi ga shiritai dake
Hikaru mono no subete ga ougen to wa kagiranai
The real folk blues
I just want to feel a real pleasure
All that glitters is not gold
* repeat
*repeat
Transliterated by Kourin
http://geocities.com/Tokyo/Garden/1344/
Translated by mana
God I love this song. It's great! #The Real Folk Blues...*dodges sharp objects*
I'm thinking about a .nu name. Not sure whether I should go for my name (cos that is still available) or something else. I#m just not sure about that somehting else. Avocados.nu. how about it?
Just spotte spelling mistakes. Excuse them please, rabid hysteria due to upcoming mocks (you didn't know that, of course)
Just spotte spelling mistakes. Excuse them please, rabid hysteria due to upcoming mocks (you didn't know that, of course)
This service makes life so simple. You gotta love it.
I'm hoping my mum will buy me my own domain. I'm really hoping.
I shouldn't be online at the moment *frets*. Naja, all in a good day's work. I'll just do some more revising later. My parents are going to leave me with my brother. Therefore all chances of getting to revise are out of the window. In the evening we are going to be visited by a little boy. My brother is supposed to baby-sit him, but of course I'll end up having to entertain the poor boy. If you look at the list on the left, under Hates you'll find children. I don't like young children, unless of course they are related to me in some way. I therefore hate all other children. I do not find their antics cute. Most of them are rude and too used to getting their own way. Modern Parenting has over psycho-analyzed everything turning possible polite children into two-faced little brats who keep mummy and daddy happy while they torment the poor baby-sitter. This is why I have no intention of baby-sitting, I am sure I would do something like lock the child in its room. Grrr. Call me selfish, but I just can't cope with them.
Now, if they are a b it older, say 12-16, and not male, I can at least relate to the person. Sorry, but playing Lego does not com under this category.
I'd better go now. I stayed up until midnight yesterday being online after having watched a movie (everyone needs a little break). At least I didn't have too much fun, I actually remember some of the terms used in Trade Unions *shudder*
I'm hoping my mum will buy me my own domain. I'm really hoping.
I shouldn't be online at the moment *frets*. Naja, all in a good day's work. I'll just do some more revising later. My parents are going to leave me with my brother. Therefore all chances of getting to revise are out of the window. In the evening we are going to be visited by a little boy. My brother is supposed to baby-sit him, but of course I'll end up having to entertain the poor boy. If you look at the list on the left, under Hates you'll find children. I don't like young children, unless of course they are related to me in some way. I therefore hate all other children. I do not find their antics cute. Most of them are rude and too used to getting their own way. Modern Parenting has over psycho-analyzed everything turning possible polite children into two-faced little brats who keep mummy and daddy happy while they torment the poor baby-sitter. This is why I have no intention of baby-sitting, I am sure I would do something like lock the child in its room. Grrr. Call me selfish, but I just can't cope with them.
Now, if they are a b it older, say 12-16, and not male, I can at least relate to the person. Sorry, but playing Lego does not com under this category.
I'd better go now. I stayed up until midnight yesterday being online after having watched a movie (everyone needs a little break). At least I didn't have too much fun, I actually remember some of the terms used in Trade Unions *shudder*
Friday, November 29, 2002
I really don't know what to do for my 16th. My Grandma (Omi) will be here around Christmas for two weeks as well, so I'm looking forward to doing a family thing. But also, I know my friends are planning something (we've decided to pool our money for Birthday Presents because it is cheaper and better) for my birthday. I know I can do something with them both, there is no problem there. I just don't know what I should do with my friends. I'm at a real loss. One of my friends did say I could leave it all up to her, but that wouldn't work because if the plans clash it would alllllll go wrong. Naja.
I'll just have to think of something, ne?
I really need to revise for Biology. nearly years of information has to be remembered. I'm in such trouble. It isn't as if Ecology is the best topic ever.
I'll just have to think of something, ne?
I really need to revise for Biology. nearly years of information has to be remembered. I'm in such trouble. It isn't as if Ecology is the best topic ever.
I have spent the whole day revising Business Studies. While watching a little tv of course! I know all there is to know at GCSE level about Product Life Cycles, Employment Law, Quality Control/Assurance, Break even, Motivation and Non-financial rewards etc. I've only got to read other a few more notes, then actually memorise the dates of some of the acts. At least I'm lucky enough to even have a semi-photographic memory. Really helpful sometimes!
It has been so boring today. My mum went and had a nap and is just waking up now (3 hours sleep in the day. I wish!). I'm starting to feel a little tired, so I reckon I should probably go and take some more Pro Plus (tis not healthy, taking caffeine at such a young age. Hn....what the rents don't know).
I haven't read a book in 3 months. This is not good. I'm used to devouring 1000 page novels in 2 days of semi non-stop reading. I just haven't had any time, and my personal writing is seriously starting to decline from a lack of inspiration by other writers, not only in content but also in style. I may not write very well all the time, but there are instances where the full availability of a vocabulary which I do have were possible. I find myself having to look for words, trying to express myself better when it used to come with such simple ease. It must be true that if you don't use skills they soon turn rusty and regress to another state.
I thought I had maths first on the Monday. Apparently it is English Language. Which means I have to read some poems I haven't looked at for about a year.
You are probably wondering how I could have managed to forget what was on the first day, but here is the reason why (not the excuse):
Last wednesday was Open Day at my school. So that they could set up, we got to leave school 35 minutes earlier (WOW!). I was leaving Biology when I realise that I had left my flute. So we went back to get it. By the time we got to our lockers, most of the people had gone. Now I have a Business Studies Folder. Wednesday's is a particularly busy day, so I was carrying it in my hand. I then put it on top of one of the lockers, while I was putting on my coat. I then got distracted and started to talk to one of my class mates. (All-girls school). Me and my other friend left. Without picking up the Folder. So now I don't have Unit 4 on me, because I thought it was at home (Wednesday Evening). My Business Studies folder also happened to have my exam time table in it. I therefore had to call up one of my friends to get a copy of it.
I'm not too worried though. Last year I got the highest in all of Year 11 (there are two groups of say 15), and nobody got anywhere as high a mark as I did. I love business studies, and I'll be taking it next year as a full A level. Besides, We've been doing Marketing recently, and I´'m not too worried about it *bites nails*. Seriously though, I'm more worried about memorising those dates than anything else.
For my A Level's next year, I'm thinking about taking for A levels: Business Studies, Maths, English Literature and German.
For AS I'll be taking Chemistry, or if that class is too full or I'm not accepted (not bloody likely) I'll take Philosophy. In the 13th year I may pick up Further Maths
They say, don't take 4 A Levels if you are not expecting all As and A*s at GCSE Level. I already have one A* in German for GCSE, so the A Level won't be a problem (being fluent can be so damn helpful). But regardless of this, I know I'll get no more than a B for Music and for French. I can't do French in the first place after missing 2 years of it (Year 7 and doing German in Yr 10). They'll probably put me in for the foundation paper after the mocks for sure. I can't see me doing the intermediate paper, never mind the Higher Paper.
It has been so boring today. My mum went and had a nap and is just waking up now (3 hours sleep in the day. I wish!). I'm starting to feel a little tired, so I reckon I should probably go and take some more Pro Plus (tis not healthy, taking caffeine at such a young age. Hn....what the rents don't know).
I haven't read a book in 3 months. This is not good. I'm used to devouring 1000 page novels in 2 days of semi non-stop reading. I just haven't had any time, and my personal writing is seriously starting to decline from a lack of inspiration by other writers, not only in content but also in style. I may not write very well all the time, but there are instances where the full availability of a vocabulary which I do have were possible. I find myself having to look for words, trying to express myself better when it used to come with such simple ease. It must be true that if you don't use skills they soon turn rusty and regress to another state.
I thought I had maths first on the Monday. Apparently it is English Language. Which means I have to read some poems I haven't looked at for about a year.
You are probably wondering how I could have managed to forget what was on the first day, but here is the reason why (not the excuse):
Last wednesday was Open Day at my school. So that they could set up, we got to leave school 35 minutes earlier (WOW!). I was leaving Biology when I realise that I had left my flute. So we went back to get it. By the time we got to our lockers, most of the people had gone. Now I have a Business Studies Folder. Wednesday's is a particularly busy day, so I was carrying it in my hand. I then put it on top of one of the lockers, while I was putting on my coat. I then got distracted and started to talk to one of my class mates. (All-girls school). Me and my other friend left. Without picking up the Folder. So now I don't have Unit 4 on me, because I thought it was at home (Wednesday Evening). My Business Studies folder also happened to have my exam time table in it. I therefore had to call up one of my friends to get a copy of it.
I'm not too worried though. Last year I got the highest in all of Year 11 (there are two groups of say 15), and nobody got anywhere as high a mark as I did. I love business studies, and I'll be taking it next year as a full A level. Besides, We've been doing Marketing recently, and I´'m not too worried about it *bites nails*. Seriously though, I'm more worried about memorising those dates than anything else.
For my A Level's next year, I'm thinking about taking for A levels: Business Studies, Maths, English Literature and German.
For AS I'll be taking Chemistry, or if that class is too full or I'm not accepted (not bloody likely) I'll take Philosophy. In the 13th year I may pick up Further Maths
They say, don't take 4 A Levels if you are not expecting all As and A*s at GCSE Level. I already have one A* in German for GCSE, so the A Level won't be a problem (being fluent can be so damn helpful). But regardless of this, I know I'll get no more than a B for Music and for French. I can't do French in the first place after missing 2 years of it (Year 7 and doing German in Yr 10). They'll probably put me in for the foundation paper after the mocks for sure. I can't see me doing the intermediate paper, never mind the Higher Paper.
it's weird. My other blog updates in seconds, and the one I really love likes to mess me around. Arggh
Lalala....blue theme still hasn't appeared. I was never known for Patience. I only do that when it suits me.
At least I don't have to study so hard for some other subjects, such as Maths. Stuff like that seems to stick in my mind, even though I hate everything but Algebra (weird huh? People always complain about Algebra, but that is the one thing that makes sense to me. Give me probability and proportion and I'm like, wah?).
Oh, btw, the links on the left do work now! Though I still haven't gotten rid of that blasted div thing up at the top there. It just won't go away! I can't find its code. But I'll let that bother me after the exams. Next time I'm on here I will either be suicidal/hysterical, or kinda happy for managing to bullshit my way through all of my exams. (Why read poems in Anthology when you can bullshit? My point exactly!)
Oh, btw, the links on the left do work now! Though I still haven't gotten rid of that blasted div thing up at the top there. It just won't go away! I can't find its code. But I'll let that bother me after the exams. Next time I'm on here I will either be suicidal/hysterical, or kinda happy for managing to bullshit my way through all of my exams. (Why read poems in Anthology when you can bullshit? My point exactly!)
I gave up with the purple layout. It reminded me too much of my own room. I seriously need to get rid of that purple...I was 13 when I wanted that, and now I'm nearly 16. It has to go. Chances of me getting to redecorate are minimal though.
I've got today and the weekend to revise for my mocks which start on Monday. Thank God for Staff Training Days, otherwise I would fail my exams more miserably than I already have. It is weird, usually I'm one of those people who has revised substantially a week before the exams, but this time around I really couldn't be bothered. Must be exam apathy. I'm just thinking to myself that if I cram and it fails, at least I will know not to do it for the real exams!
I'm so tired though. Business Studies, Maths and RS are the exams I have to do on Monday. Which should be really interesting. I love Business Studies, but there are 5 Units to revise for the real thing. What really annoyed me though was that we were just told what we need to revise Yesterday. If we fail our exams, the teachers will ask us why we didn't revise earlier. Same with Short Course Graphics, which, btw, I'm being forced to take (whole nother rant). Just got the revision pack YESTERDAY. Not because I was lazy and din't want it earlier, but because it wasn't available until then. Things like this seriously piss me off, especially when the pressure to do well academically is very high.
I've got today and the weekend to revise for my mocks which start on Monday. Thank God for Staff Training Days, otherwise I would fail my exams more miserably than I already have. It is weird, usually I'm one of those people who has revised substantially a week before the exams, but this time around I really couldn't be bothered. Must be exam apathy. I'm just thinking to myself that if I cram and it fails, at least I will know not to do it for the real exams!
I'm so tired though. Business Studies, Maths and RS are the exams I have to do on Monday. Which should be really interesting. I love Business Studies, but there are 5 Units to revise for the real thing. What really annoyed me though was that we were just told what we need to revise Yesterday. If we fail our exams, the teachers will ask us why we didn't revise earlier. Same with Short Course Graphics, which, btw, I'm being forced to take (whole nother rant). Just got the revision pack YESTERDAY. Not because I was lazy and din't want it earlier, but because it wasn't available until then. Things like this seriously piss me off, especially when the pressure to do well academically is very high.
Tuesday, November 26, 2002
right, I'm seriously not in the mood for this at the moment. I'll deal with it later. Now I need to eat, study, eat, play, eat, study and sleep. K?
apparently my host, envy.nu won't allow me to link to my image. I'm not amused. Ok, it is a free account, but this is so annoying. I wonder if I can move this blog from here to envy.nu. Anyone know if zero catch is even any good? Talk to me
I've been trying to figure out what those two bloody lines on the top are. I'm not impressed. One minute they were not in existance, the next they were evilly grinning at me. Thi´ng is, I can't find the code for it on the page. That is just weird. Not that I'm looking all that hard.
